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## July 16, 2026 | Weekly Upstream Update
<INFO 1>
This week we are producing more crude oil than any nation has ever produced, and the emergency reserve we keep to backstop the world’s supply is the lowest it has been since 1983.
At the same time, the government’s own price forecast has swung about 40 dollars a barrel in five months — up on a war, back down on a memo. Record output, a nearly empty safety tank, and a forecast that can’t hold still for a month. Put those three next to each other and you are looking at something that simply does not add up.
I’m Mark Roach. I’ve worked upstream oil and gas for thirty years. This is the weekly FutureWise Energy update, and I want to walk you through the absurdity, one piece at a time.
<BREAK — THE FORECAST THAT WON’T HOLD STILL>
Here’s what happened. On July 7, the Energy Information Administration published its monthly outlook. It cut its 2026 Brent price forecast to about 82 dollars a barrel — down 13 dollars from what it had said just a month earlier. It cut 2027 to about 65 dollars — down 14. And it now models global oil inventories building by roughly 5 million barrels a day through next year as OPEC and its partners bring shut-in barrels back.
Read plainly, the agency is telling you to prepare for too much oil, not too little. Cheaper crude, cheaper gasoline, more supply than the world needs heading into 2027.
Now here’s the timing. That downward revision leaned heavily on a memorandum of understanding — a diplomatic framework meant to calm the Middle East. Within days of the forecast, that understanding broke down. U.S. and Iranian forces traded strikes again. Transits through the Strait of Hormuz — the channel that carries about one in five barrels of the world’s oil — fell 15% on July 8.
So you have the agency saying glut, and the market saying shock. And here’s the part that matters — both can be right, one after the other. For the next few months, buyers pay a little extra for oil because of the Middle East risk. Further out, once OPEC’s held-back barrels come back, there’s more oil than the world needs and the price eases. Fear now, more supply later. That’s the second half of 2026.
<CHART 1>
And look at how far this forecast traveled in a short time. Back in February, this same agency was modeling Brent near the low 50s. In June it had swung all the way up toward the mid-90s on war fears. Now it’s back down to the low 80s. That’s not the physics of oil changing three times in five months. That’s the story changing three times in five months.
<INFO 2>
I want to be careful with how I hand you this, because there’s a lesson under it that took me a long time to learn.
A forecast is not the physics of the rock. It’s a decision. A few people decide what they want the future to look like, run the numbers to fit it, and present it as certainty.
<BREAK — FROM THE ROOM>
Years back, I ran the early supply-and-demand studies for a man who had run the technical arm of Saudi Aramco. He’d lost standing inside the industry for a simple reason — he refused to book unproven reserves as proven. He would not call a sketchy project a sure thing. If you’re outside this business, understand what that costs a man in a room full of people who need the number to be big.
He carried my studies into the United States Senate. They gave him the courtesy of respect. Nobody moved. The message he brought — that the wars, and the use of oil price as an economic weapon, were quietly wiping out middle-class jobs — landed on a room that had already decided what it wanted to hear.
[PAUSE]I watched that, and I made a choice. I would not become the tool — the voice you hire to make a narrow, over-certain story sound like fact. I’ve seen capable, ambitious people get pulled into those rooms for exactly that, and get discarded after. So when I see an official number swing 13 dollars on a single memo, I don’t panic and I don’t cheer. I already know what’s under it. The number was a decision before it was ever a fact.
[LOWER TONE]Read the number. Not the stature of whoever’s holding it.
<BREAK — WHERE PRICES SIT>
Let’s ground this in where prices actually are today.
West Texas Intermediate — the main U.S. benchmark — is trading around 79 dollars a barrel. Brent, the global benchmark, is around 85. Both are up about 10 to 11% just over the past week on the Hormuz headlines, but they’re still sitting in the middle of the range they’ve held for years, not near any panic high.
<CHART 2>
There’s something worth noticing in how oil is priced for delivery down the road. Traders will pay a little more for a barrel they get right now than for one they get a few months from now — that small premium is the Strait risk, the worry that something happens before the oil arrives. Set a delivery date a year or two out, though, and the worry fades. That’s the market telling you, in its own way, that it expects plenty of oil later — the same thing the forecast is saying.
Natural gas is telling the opposite story. At the main U.S. pricing hub in Louisiana, gas is soft today, near 2.90. But the winter contracts — November through March — are priced near 4 dollars. That gap is the market bracing for one thing: the plants along the Gulf Coast that chill gas into liquid and ship it overseas. Those plants are set to burn well over a billion cubic feet a day of extra gas this year, and more next year. The gas isn’t scarce. The demand for it is about to get a lot bigger.
<BREAK — RIGS UP, PERMIAN DOWN>
Now to the drilling floor, where the numbers look contradictory until you understand the discipline behind them.
The total U.S. rig count hit 581 for the week ending July 10 — the fourth week in a row of gains, and the highest since May of last year. Up 44 rigs from a year ago. On the surface, that reads like a ramp.
<MAP 1>
But look at the Permian — the basin in West Texas and southeastern New Mexico that does nearly 44% of all U.S. drilling. It dropped 5 rigs this week, and it’s running 9 rigs below where it was a year ago. Meanwhile the Eagle Ford in South Texas added 3 rigs to a two-year high, and the gas-directed basins held flat, waiting on that LNG demand. New Mexico alone lost 4 rigs this week. Texas added one and quietly hit its own highest count since May of last year. The activity is shifting around the map even as the national total ticks up.
[EMPHASIS]That gap — more rigs nationally, fewer in the Permian — is not weakness. It’s an industry being careful with its money.
Here’s what’s actually going on. After the boom-and-bust decade that ended in 2020, the companies that survived learned to stop drilling more every time the price goes up. So even with oil in the high 70s — well above what it costs most of them to drill a new well — the Permian operators are letting rigs go idle instead of adding more. They’re spending their money where it pays off best and holding steady everywhere else. This is the industry finally doing what nine years of pressure from its own investors was supposed to teach it.
<BREAK — THE BACKLOG ISN’T THERE>
This next one is the piece most people miss, and it changes how you should read every price spike from here forward.
<CHART 3>
For years, the industry kept a head start — thousands of wells already drilled but not yet turned on. If prices jumped and you wanted more oil in a hurry, you could finish those wells fast. That head start is now nearly gone. Across the four biggest shale plays, that backlog fell by 467 wells over the past year — down about 18%. In the Permian alone it dropped from over 1,100 a year ago to under 800 now, the lowest in more than four years. Fewer than three years ago that same basin sat on more than 2,100 of these wells. It has been drawn down, month after month, ever since.
Think about what that means. The industry has been finishing wells faster than it drills new ones — working through that stock of ready-to-go wells to keep production at record highs without adding rigs.
[PAUSE]So here’s the consequence, stated plainly. If prices spike from here, this industry cannot respond quickly. The fast option — the wells already drilled and waiting — is mostly used up. What’s left is the slow way: drill a new well first, then finish it, months of work either way. And even that slow path runs into a second wall. Every one of those wells, drilled or waiting, still needs a frac crew to bring it on. The number of completion crews out working is flat, the service companies’ schedules are already near-full, and the real bottleneck operators name isn’t equipment — it’s people. The skilled crews. There aren’t enough of them, and the oilfield workforce actually shrank last month even with prices where they are.
This is where a number stops being a number. When the price whips around — up on a war headline, down on a memo — the crews and the towns that depend on this work take the hit. Instability is its own kind of damage. It’s what makes a company hesitate to hire, hold a well back instead of completing it, and let a crew go rather than commit. The supply-and-demand work I did decades ago showed exactly this: it isn’t the level of the price that guts middle-class jobs and local economies. It’s the instability. A town can plan around 70 dollar oil or 90 dollar oil. It cannot plan around a price that swings 40 dollars on somebody else’s decision.
[LOWER TONE]That’s not a crisis to perform. It’s simply where things really stand — and it’s the opposite of what people expecting an easy flood of cheap oil assume.
<BREAK — RECORD OUTPUT, LOW EMERGENCY STOCK>
Let’s talk about the two big storage numbers, because together they tell you how much oil the country actually has set aside.
First, production. The U.S. produced 13.86 million barrels a day for the week ending July 3 — a new all-time high, up more than 3% from a year ago. We are producing more oil, right now, than any nation ever has. That is the single biggest reason prices aren’t higher despite the trouble at the Strait.
<CHART 4>
Second, the emergency reserve. The Strategic Petroleum Reserve — the government’s stockpile in salt caverns along the Gulf Coast — now sits at 316 million barrels. That is the lowest since 1983, and it’s 56% empty against what those caverns can hold. Since the conflict with Iran flared in late February, the reserve has been drawn down by nearly 100 million barrels. Total U.S. crude in storage, commercial plus emergency, is the lowest since 1984.
So how do those two facts sit together? We are producing more oil than ever, and at the same time the emergency stockpile we’d draw on in a real crisis is more than half empty and lower than it’s been in over 40 years. That’s going into a Middle East that is not settled down. Both true at once.
There’s one more piece worth watching. The Department of Energy just opened bidding to bring 40 million barrels back into the reserve — the first step of a refill. And they’re doing it into a forecast that says crude is headed to 70 dollars or lower. If that forecast holds, buying back low is shrewd. If it doesn’t, it’s expensive. This is the same forecast we opened with — the one that swung 13 dollars on a memo. Watch whether the government’s own buying tracks the number it published.
<BREAK — THE LOUDEST DEAL IN GAS>
On the deal side, one transaction this week stands above everything else.
Shell agreed to buy the Canadian producer ARC Resources for about 16.4 billion dollars in enterprise value. Shareholders approved it with over 99% support on July 14, and it’s set to close in the second half of the year. The prize is the Montney — a major gas play in western Canada. This is the biggest signal in North American gas we’ve seen in years, and the target is gas, not oil. That’s not an accident. It’s a major oil company positioning for the LNG export pull we just talked about.
Now set that against the rest of the deal market. A major research house called U.S. upstream mergers and acquisitions “tepid” this week — and that’s the interesting part. Prices are high. The regulatory climate is favorable. In a normal cycle, that combination sets off a buying spree. It isn’t happening. Sellers still want yesterday’s higher prices; buyers won’t pay for a future they’re not sure of.
[LOWER TONE]The professionals aren’t panicking and they aren’t chasing. They’re waiting for the price to make sense. Same discipline you’re seeing on the rig floor, showing up on the balance sheet.
<BREAK — WHEN THE FRAC CREW BECOMES A POWER COMPANY>
Here’s the segment that tells you where this industry is actually heading — and it’s not more of the same.
<INFO 3>
Four things happened in the span of a couple weeks, and they rhyme. Halliburton won a long-term contract to deploy Saudi Arabia’s first fully integrated intelligent hydraulic fracturing platform. Baker Hughes booked a record 33 billion dollars of backlog in its industrial and energy-technology arm, with power systems its fastest-growing piece. Chevron is now running its West Texas operations on Microsoft’s AI tools. And the one that should get your attention: the oilfield-services giant SLB partnered with Liberty Energy to supply modular equipment and natural-gas-fired power directly to AI data centers.
Sit with that last one. A company whose whole existence was pumping sand and water into rock to crack open oil wells is now in the business of powering the computers that run artificial intelligence.
[EMPHASIS]This is the real reordering.
The upstream business is no longer just drill a well and finish it. It’s splitting into two groups. On one side, the biggest oil companies and the biggest service companies — the ones with the money to build power plants and equipment for AI data centers. On the other side, the mid-sized drillers who can’t. And the point I want you to hold: oil and gas now matter as much for running the country’s computers as for filling the tank in your truck. If you take one forward-looking idea from this week, take that one. The companies with the most money in this business are quietly moving toward it right now.
<BREAK — THE KITCHEN TABLE>
Let me bring this home to what you actually pay.
<INFO 4>
The national average for gasoline rose to about 3.87 a gallon this week — up 8 cents from last week on the Iran headlines. That’s 72 cents higher than a year ago. But here’s the part the headline won’t tell you: it’s about 21 cents lower than a month ago. The trend underneath the weekly bounce is still down.
The government’s own forecast — the one we’ve been circling all episode — expects gasoline and diesel to keep easing into 2027 as more oil comes back onto the market. So unless the Middle East gets meaningfully worse, this week’s bump at the pump is more likely a blip than a new direction.
If you heat with natural gas, your summer bills should stay reasonable. The number to watch isn’t this month — it’s your winter bill, when that LNG export pull we talked about could push heating costs up in the cold months.
<BREAK — CLOSE>
That’s the week. We’re producing more oil than ever, but the emergency stockpile is low. Rigs are rising while the Permian pulls back on purpose. The stock of ready-to-finish wells is almost gone. There’s a 16 billion dollar bet on Canadian gas. And the companies that pump the wells are walking into the business of powering computers.
For your life, the near-term picture is calmer than the headlines suggest — gas prices drifting down, summer utility bills manageable. The thing that could change that fast is the Strait of Hormuz. The thing to keep an eye on is your winter heating bill.
And step back to where we started. Record production, an emergency reserve near a 40-year low, and a price forecast that moves 40 dollars on whatever headline came in that morning. None of those three fit together, and that’s the honest state of this business right now. When you see it laid out plainly, you stop reacting to each day’s number and start watching the whole picture. That’s the only way it makes any sense at all.
I’m Mark Roach with FutureWise Energy.
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